Grief

In going through the grieving process the past few months, I've discovered some things about (my)grief that have surprised me, it hasn't been so much about crying and feeling sad as I thought it would, but more often it's been more about thinking back over life, making some discoveries about the past and about myself, doing some journaling, and coming to peace over things that I wish had gone differently -- still in process. More importantly moving on in anticipation of life and what this next stage holds for me and trusting God with an uncertain future. God has brought people along to encourage me, people that I wasn't expecting, which makes me realize that it's gotta be from Him. I've seen answers to specific requests and even just some desires filled just this past week. I've been doing lots of thinking about life and of God's goodness in my life. I say all that to say this song reflects what I have been feeling a lot lately and could never word so well.   The Maker